Whatever, Wherever..

August 17. This is the day when I lost my grip of my head! I got really dilirious about everything around me. Everything was an issue for me, which is not good...at alll... I woke early in the morning and went out to play basketball. I brought with me my tennis racket hoping I could play with someone. Whoever is in the court I could play with. Basketball was good, but tennis? Nadda. No one in there at all! I tried to call Atul hoping he would play with me, but there was no answer so i just left a message. While waiting for him to get back to me, I decided to go to church. After the mass i headed back to the courts, still nobody's there and still haven't heard from Atul.

When I decided to read my Charmed novel, my mind started to work. I never understand a single thing I've read. Few minutes of reading, it just came to me "I want to get far away from here!" I was thinking of going to AC. I wanted to be in the shore. I wanted to swim, I wanted to do something...I wanted to relax my mind. So I stood up and drive back home with my bike so I could get myself situated and get ready to go to AC. My mind was still raging with negative shit, I couldn't snap out of it.

I didnt realize my phone was ringing. It was already too late to answer it, so I just went on to hear the voicemail. It was Chloe. We talked. I was crazy. She knew it. I was pissed and I couldnt handle it, so I was really obvious on the phone. After I hang-up with her, tears started to run down my face. And then I just lose it! I was hysterically crying, and smashing every branches that's on my way.. I finally got home and drive in to the basketball court. There I saw a lot of things to smash the ground with. I just lost it and shmashed every fallen branches into the bushes and trees.. It feels good though...

It felt much better when I finally get to see and talk to Chloe.. Its always good to let it out...yah knaaawww....

This by the way is the only picture taken that day.. I didnt even take a picture of Chloe who just got back from Nicaragua..

The following pics are taken later that week.. Chloe's back in town so its time to keep rolling!!! Just do whatever..Wherever..

Dude?Look at you.. Look at ur smile!! Hehehe!! I feel you dude!!! - You started it. Not me.;)

Dont be shy..Come on Chloe!! let me see that smile again!!
Chillin' in the city.. Walking around the city and made a stop at some place near the railway..

This is really cute dude!! You look like the oldest kid! Hehe!!Made me wish that I'll have this time with the kids one day! Its cute just you and the kids somewhere else not at home..I love it!This day was fun...