The Bright Side

Maybe at some point earlier this year, I took a turn of life. A turn that i may have to take to learn how to feel low again. I was so happy and contented with where I was and how life was back then. I learned to back off a little when things get a little too emotional and learned to detach myself from such emotions and can still steer clear myself and make good decisions if they had to be made. It felt sooo good to be able to feel that. It's like summoning your unconscious self and get it into action. The control Im getting from myself in that moment is extraordinary.

I want to be able to do that again. I want to be able to detach myself from anger and jealousy, cynicism,  impatience, frustrations, anxiety and even love. Its not because I don't want to feel them. I do, I do want to feel these emotions. I don't want to be cold and numb. I want to feel them but I want to be able to detach myself when I'm feeling them. I want to be angry but i want to be able to tell myself "so this is what anger is. This is how it is. And this is what it does to me", and then feel the utmost happiness that life is too good to be consumed by it. The control in that moment is very powerful because it takes you to a different level of awareness. It illuminates the other greatness of your life-that thing they call the "bright side".

We oftentimes hear people say "look on the bright side of life" when you are down and when things doesn't happen your way. At times it is hard to see it. Most of the time we get so caught up with getting angry and forget about what/who we have to be thankful for. We oftentimes get stuck in such emotions that even the fact that we are still breathing, alive and can still make decisions to turn things around gets neglected. We get so caught up with these emotions to the point of summoning all negativity and turn what the universe has to offer all into forces that are against you. But when you learn to detach yourself from the emotions that consumes a lot of souls, the universe will conspire and give off its wonders. It will summon all your good experiences from things and people and events of your lives and it will all play in your head like a film without sound. And all the happiness you had from those times, you'll feel it. You will live it again. And that "LITERALLY" is the "Bright Side".

And THIS is how I look on THE BRIGHT SIDE of life.